Monday, October 29, 2007
Missing someone DEAR
It is lunch break, I am sitting with my friends in the canteen and waiting for Chintu da (our canteen boy) to bring the lunch. A whole lot of halla-gulla is happening all around, jokes are being cracked, discussions are going on. The place is as lively as always. But something is not the same. I get, its something to do with me. I am missing her, feeling empty, i can feel the big void within me. I remember the song "bheed mein bhi hum tanha rahe...aankhon ki talash jo hai woh hai tera chehra...ki bin tere..." from the movie 'Aggar'. The song truly echoes my current state.
Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think that he/she doesn't miss u? Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling. U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her. Thinking if he/she ever cares about u. Rushing to the phone once it rings or a sms drops hoping that it's him/her. Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her, missing the final episode of your favourite show. Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs (not in my case as its long distance ).
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together or talked to each other. Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future. Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online. When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your e-mail, u will start worrying if he/she is okay. Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her. But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u. Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoia. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. If u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait.
As for me , i am feeling terrible.
Well, what are you and me waiting for then !................
Rohit Bhaskar
28th September 2007
Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think that he/she doesn't miss u? Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling. U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her. Thinking if he/she ever cares about u. Rushing to the phone once it rings or a sms drops hoping that it's him/her. Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her, missing the final episode of your favourite show. Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs (not in my case as its long distance ).
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together or talked to each other. Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future. Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online. When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your e-mail, u will start worrying if he/she is okay. Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her. But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u. Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoia. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. If u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait.
As for me , i am feeling terrible.
Well, what are you and me waiting for then !................
Rohit Bhaskar
28th September 2007
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